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Thu Apr 02, 2015 11:06 pm by Burkman
It's depressing to see how inactive it has been recently. I mean, everybody is pretty much primarily posting in the never ending thread now and there's not enough people here to make this place really booming. We need to find some way to bring more people here before this place just fades into nothingness...

I know for a fact that a lot of boards out there are thriving because of how many people are there. We just need to get back into the game and pull people here. However, where we obtain these people might matter, because we don't to end up pulling in douches like those at Selkath.

I understand that people are busy these days, but it doesn't seem like they're rarely at their computer anymore. I know most of you are still dicking around with your computer. I don't know how we …

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Happy New Year!
Wed Jan 02, 2013 2:56 pm by Scott
Happy New Year OT! We may be dying... BUT WE'RE STILL HERE! We had an... interesting year last year. Vice Admin Burkman is taking a long earned vacation and Uly is stepping into his position. Well... I'd have more to say but I've got other things to do atm... and oh yeah... to quote Callin... "GET A MIC YA BUM!"

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PostSubject: Re: Something you've wanted to know about the user above you for a long time...   Fri Oct 21, 2011 9:06 am

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What was the spoiler?

And I didn't think I said anything bad right now, and in case you missed it, I spoke VERY highly of you, and do you know WHY I spoke very highly of you? Because you are the most awesome man alive. Seriously, I am so lucky to have met you.

I wasn't talking about what you said about me Sweety. And I appreciate the compliments.

The spoiler was Filipino bestiality pr0n.

I know you weren't talking about the compliments babe, I meant what did I say in general that was so bad? I thought I did pretty good. I didn't get into specifics, and was talking very matter of factly.

no...just no

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PostSubject: Re: Something you've wanted to know about the user above you for a long time...   Fri Oct 21, 2011 9:12 am

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Is there REALLY a girl-at-work that you are obsessed with?

Yes... That... We all want to know that!
*Turns to stare at Uly with the rest of the crowd.*

@ Morrigan: In real life... Are you... Like how you're here? Like all kinky and stuff...

Honestly? Yesish. In regards to the kinky aspect, let me start this way, I like learning new things, and trying stuff. I do really love porn, and hentai especially. I really have been with women. I really have an abnormally high sex drive, especially now that I am in my 30's. However, that being said I didn't act on a lot of the stuff I was interested in (such as being tied up etc) because of major trust issues. I was sexually abused as a child, and for a very long time sex was something bad to me, and I always felt very much like it was all I was good for was to be used, that the only way anyone would ever be interested in me was for sex, and sadly a lot of my exes treated me as such. Without going into too much detail since I have already said too much probably, they were NOT very nice to me. It was a vicious cycle to be honest. So being that they already were treating me like crap, I couldn't give up the last thing I had some semblance of control of (if that makes sense). BUT. I always had interest in kinkier stuff, since I didn't trust anyone enough to act on it, I never explored it. Until I met Spanky, and I trust him with my life. He is the first man I have ever trusted enough to allow myself to not have control. I know that it's an extension of how we feel for each other. It's also helped me get over alot of the issues I had before. It's like reclaiming my innocence in a backwards sort of way. By losing control, I am taking control. There are a few things I draw the line at. Personality wise, how I am here is pretty much who I am irl. I am very open with how am and that does include sexually- but it's really all aspects of me irl- and if given the opportunity here as well- I am an open book, I feel like why should I hide things? It seems silly. This has caused some problems irl though because I have NO filter, and sometimes say things I shouldn't, but don't realize it because to me its no big deal. I am more of a contradiction in real life. I graduated valedictorian at my school, but I can the ditziest person you have ever met. I am the mother of three little girls. I had my first at 16 and my last at 25. Irl I am very mature and responsible, and yet talk a bit like a surfer girl (not too extreme though), on a good day I act like I am still 16, on a bad day I feel like i"m 90....And various other things too long to type because I fear I talked too much already!

So yesish.

Banana- Where did you meet your gf?

That's cool... Just so you know, you can always be open with me, I'm the same way... I rarely lie about myself (or anything else for that matter) and I'd never mistreat anyone for something they said... My girlfriend had the same problem... Spare the kids and the being used part... But that is in a way my fault...

On how we met... It's a really long story and it's laced with drama, but here's the short-ish version...

About ten (maybe twelve) years ago, when I was around eight, we were visiting my grandparents in Varna (my mom's from there). One day we went to the beach with an old school friend of hers and their family... They had (and by all means still have) a daughter... I still remember the exact moment we met... She was fooling around in the sea when we arrived. I went to where she was intending to introduce myself, but managing to blur-out just a 'Hey...' I was still shy of girls back then (I was eight!). We played at the beach for the good part of the day and were then invited to their house (her mom's a show-off cause they're rich) where we played some more... We stayed friends throughout the summer and the next several years, meeting during our summer holidays... I picked up swimming just as an excuse to be able to go to my grandparents every summer... And yeah time we came by their house she would make up this scavenger hunt game and she would pretend not to know where she hid all the stuff... And she would blush every time I looked at her...
So that was our friendship for the next five or so years... I was thirteen when 'it' happened... No, I'm not talking about a first kiss... It's waaay more weird than that was... It was 'just another summer' and we were jet again invited to her mom's house so she could brag about the new sauna they had put in... By then the scavenger hunts had become pretty darn boring for both of us, but she still made them just so to avoid awkward silences between us... Anyways, the morning before that I went for my daily swim and little meditation-thing by the lighthouse... It was a rather long session as I was contemplating the way I felt about her, and it was by far not easy... So I came by this crazy scheme to write 'Will you give me the honor of being my girlfriend?' on a little piece of paper... So when we came to their house, I made to hide it the first place I could, but she saw me and took it from me... Upon reading it she slouched in the nearby chair and said 'Holy fuck, you gotta be joking! You're joking, right? This is a joke?' and some other curses... But she didn't answer the question... She also made me want to throw myself off their roof... Anyways- queue awkward silence for the rest of the evening...
After that our friendship went a bit cold for the next several years... We went to high school, different ones... She got accepted in the American College, which was literally a stone's throw from my high school (which was just below the hill on which the AC was) but we didn't so much as see each other... There was a period when we sent e-mails to one another, that was before all the skype-hype or facebook taking over the Web... That ended soon though...
And then, in 10th grade, something really bad happened... I made myself believe I had found love in some other girl I met in a Spanish tutoring class... I'm not gonna go into detail on that, but let's just say it ended badly for me... In more ways than one...
That little hiccup made me miss my chance with her and apparently she found some other guy just as I had managed to vacuum all the pieces off the carpet (I gotta thank my best bud for the help here, both of them)... Anyways... That was the drama, that and the subsequent year in which sooo fucking much happened I couldn't go on telling you... You can read it, though- if you're still interested... It's all here : 1. 2. 3. 4. Those are some of my older Journals back in dA... Treat them with care... They might crumble in your hands... They pretty much explain what happened after I found out she had gotten herself some other bloke...

Sooo... Yeah... talked your ears off, didn't I? Well, be happy about it! Only two people in the whole fucking world know the full story of Akutou!

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PostSubject: Re: Something you've wanted to know about the user above you for a long time...   Fri Oct 21, 2011 9:20 am

I am so going to read the full story, but I am working and don't have time to be REALLY thorough, which I am going to be, because I am truly interested and want to pay attention to what I am reading. So I will read it Monday after work (I'd say this weekend, but I will be busy with Spanky this weekend)

How is the no kids thing your fault? And how old are you now?

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PostSubject: Re: Something you've wanted to know about the user above you for a long time...   Fri Oct 21, 2011 9:20 am

Mistress Morrigan wrote:
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What was the spoiler?

And I didn't think I said anything bad right now, and in case you missed it, I spoke VERY highly of you, and do you know WHY I spoke very highly of you? Because you are the most awesome man alive. Seriously, I am so lucky to have met you.

I wasn't talking about what you said about me Sweety. And I appreciate the compliments.

The spoiler was Filipino bestiality pr0n.

I know you weren't talking about the compliments babe, I meant what did I say in general that was so bad? I thought I did pretty good. I didn't get into specifics, and was talking very matter of factly.

no...just no

No worries love.

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PostSubject: Re: Something you've wanted to know about the user above you for a long time...   Fri Oct 21, 2011 9:29 am

Mistress Morrigan wrote:
I am so going to read the full story, but I am working and don't have time to be REALLY thorough, which I am going to be, because I am truly interested and want to pay attention to what I am reading. So I will read it Monday after work (I'd say this weekend, but I will be busy with Spanky this weekend)

How is the no kids thing your fault? And how old are you now?


Uuuugh.... You misinterpreted... 1. She didn't go and have a kid with her ex (thankfully, I would have killed him otherwise)... 2. It's my fault missing my chance and making her go out with that other idiot in stead of me... I think I mention it somewhere in my journals, but the short story is:
Me and my ex broke up September 2008 and she (my current girl) called me October, somewhere around now actually, to see if I wanted to meet her and catch a movie... Which I did... So I said yes... But... Being the idiot that I am... I chickened out with the excuse I had to study for some exam or other... She still nags me about that... Saying how we could have stated dating from then and I would have been her first just as she had always dreamed and everything... So yeah... I'm an idiot...

Oh yeah.. I'm 19 (close to 20), she's also 19, but couple of months younger...

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PostSubject: Re: Something you've wanted to know about the user above you for a long time...   Fri Oct 21, 2011 9:32 am

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Mistress Morrigan wrote:
I am so going to read the full story, but I am working and don't have time to be REALLY thorough, which I am going to be, because I am truly interested and want to pay attention to what I am reading. So I will read it Monday after work (I'd say this weekend, but I will be busy with Spanky this weekend)

How is the no kids thing your fault? And how old are you now?


Uuuugh.... You misinterpreted... 1. She didn't go and have a kid with her ex (thankfully, I would have killed him otherwise)... 2. It's my fault missing my chance and making her go out with that other idiot in stead of me... I think I mention it somewhere in my journals, but the short story is:
Me and my ex broke up September 2008 and she (my current girl) called me October, somewhere around now actually, to see if I wanted to meet her and catch a movie... Which I did... So I said yes... But... Being the idiot that I am... I chickened out with the excuse I had to study for some exam or other... She still nags me about that... Saying how we could have stated dating from then and I would have been her first just as she had always dreamed and everything... So yeah... I'm an idiot...

Oh yeah.. I'm 19 (close to 20), she's also 19, but couple of months younger...

Ah ok. I didn't think either of you had kids, but I did think you were older and saying that is was your fault that you guys don't have kids. Now it makes sense. Thanks for clarifying.


Wow. All of guys are so young. Aside from Spanky and myself, you guys are still basically kids. I really need to start editing myself here.

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PostSubject: Re: Something you've wanted to know about the user above you for a long time...   Fri Oct 21, 2011 9:37 am

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Wow. All of guys are so young. Aside from Spanky and myself, you guys are still basically kids. I really need to start editing myself here.

Naah... I'm OK with it... I think most of us are mature enough to take it... The rest, and younger ones are just perverted enough... OMG!

But seriously, it's OK...

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PostSubject: Re: Something you've wanted to know about the user above you for a long time...   Fri Oct 21, 2011 9:39 am

Sweet.

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PostSubject: Re: Something you've wanted to know about the user above you for a long time...   Fri Oct 21, 2011 9:48 am

Say WHA!!!

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PostSubject: Re: Something you've wanted to know about the user above you for a long time...   Fri Oct 21, 2011 9:49 am

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Sweet.

I think they are encouraging you and hoping that you will eventually post pics. uh huh

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PostSubject: Re: Something you've wanted to know about the user above you for a long time...   Fri Oct 21, 2011 9:50 am

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Sweet.

I think they are encouraging you and hoping that you will eventually post pics. uh huh

Babe I would NEVER post pics. Those are just for you.


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PostSubject: Re: Something you've wanted to know about the user above you for a long time...   Fri Oct 21, 2011 10:01 am

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Sweet.

I think they are encouraging you and hoping that you will eventually post pics. uh huh

Babe I would NEVER post pics. Those are just for you.


*Gets in bush*

*Gets out video camera*

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PostSubject: Re: Something you've wanted to know about the user above you for a long time...   Fri Oct 21, 2011 10:05 am

Wilbourn.... are you really the offspring of a English Terrier and a fire hose?

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PostSubject: Re: Something you've wanted to know about the user above you for a long time...   Fri Oct 21, 2011 10:06 am

Scott, was little scott planned?

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PostSubject: Re: Something you've wanted to know about the user above you for a long time...   Fri Oct 21, 2011 10:08 am

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Scott, was little scott planned?

That depends... do you mean before or after conception?

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PostSubject: Re: Something you've wanted to know about the user above you for a long time...   Fri Oct 21, 2011 10:11 am

Well generally that refers to before conception, soooooooo I think you just answered my question.

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PostSubject: Re: Something you've wanted to know about the user above you for a long time...   Fri Oct 21, 2011 10:15 am

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Well generally that refers to before conception, soooooooo I think you just answered my question.

That was somewhat the joke....

Yeah.... not even close... OMG!

Were all yer kids planed?

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PostSubject: Re: Something you've wanted to know about the user above you for a long time...   Fri Oct 21, 2011 10:16 am

Eh none of mine were planned either.


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PostSubject: Re: Something you've wanted to know about the user above you for a long time...   Fri Oct 21, 2011 10:16 am

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Wilbourn.... are you really the offspring of a English Terrier and a fire hose?

Depends on how you look upon the situation. OMG!

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PostSubject: Re: Something you've wanted to know about the user above you for a long time...   Fri Oct 21, 2011 10:19 am

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Wilbourn.... are you really the offspring of a English Terrier and a fire hose?

Depends on how you look upon the situation. OMG!

Just as I thought... you have little dog syndrome.

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PostSubject: Re: Something you've wanted to know about the user above you for a long time...   Fri Oct 21, 2011 10:22 am

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Wilbourn.... are you really the offspring of a English Terrier and a fire hose?

Depends on how you look upon the situation. OMG!

Just as I thought... you have little dog syndrome.

Excuse me?


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PostSubject: Re: Something you've wanted to know about the user above you for a long time...   Fri Oct 21, 2011 3:17 pm

@ Branch, Say whaaa?

And I wish I knew less about Wilbourn, I don't want to know more.

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PostSubject: Re: Something you've wanted to know about the user above you for a long time...   Fri Oct 21, 2011 3:31 pm

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Is there REALLY a girl-at-work that you are obsessed with?

Yeah... I posted a pic of her once, actually... pics of myself, too.

But you and spanky wouldn't know about that! This happened in chat.

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PostSubject: Re: Something you've wanted to know about the user above you for a long time...   Fri Oct 21, 2011 3:40 pm

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Is there REALLY a girl-at-work that you are obsessed with?

Yeah... I posted a pic of her once, actually... pics of myself, too.

But you and spanky wouldn't know about that! This happened in chat.

I can't access chat from my work computer.

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PostSubject: Re: Something you've wanted to know about the user above you for a long time...   Fri Oct 21, 2011 3:47 pm

Mistress Morrigan wrote:
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Is there REALLY a girl-at-work that you are obsessed with?

Yeah... I posted a pic of her once, actually... pics of myself, too.

But you and spanky wouldn't know about that! This happened in chat.

I can't access chat from my work computer.

Trust me... You don't really want to...

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